I have lived with Barbara, my female lover, for over a year now.  We're very
happy together, and I have never been more content in a relationship than I am
right now.  We get along perfectly.

Despite that, however, I have developed a wandering eye.

I find it hard to believe, but over the past couple of months, I have actually
developed an attraction toward a man.  The last man I dated was Aaron, whom I was
last with in late 1994. Re-read my first text file (SLITFST1.TXT) if you want to
know about him.  I do not hold Aaron in very high regards.  I last dated him well
more than two years ago.  I thought that concentrating on women would keep me
more than satisfied, but things have gotten so that is not the case.  It's quite
surprising to me, because as I said, I'm content with Barbara. I could have her
as the only one in my life, but the two of us have the type of relationship where
it is okay to go out and have "flings". Barbara and I understand that we can love
each other, but still have desires for others.

The man I developed an attraction for is named David, and he works at the same
corporation I do.  We do not work together, or in the same division, but the two
of us pass by one another quite often during a typical workday.  We do work on
the same floor.  He initiated the meeting, and ever since, the two of us have
exchanged friendly hellos and smiles each time while passing by in the hallways.

I do not know how this little crush started. I just, all of a sudden, found
myself looking at David, and finding him incredibly handsome. I had almost all
but sworn off men, after my falling out with Aaron.  But here I was, with a
renewed interest in the male gender.

I shared my feelings with Barbara, and she was quite surprised as well.  She is
interested in men, but has pretty much considered me a lesbian ever since we
first met.

Barbara told me to "go after" David.  She has always wanted me to develop some
type of a relationship with a man.  Barbara really gets off at the thought of
being in a threesome with me, and a man.  She really likes to watch men have sex
with women, whether it be before her very eyes, or on the television screen.

David had always been very nice and friendly with me, but I couldn't tell if he
had an interest in me as well.  I definitely had an interest in him.


As luck would have it, I found myself working late one evening last week, with
David the only other person in the building with me.  My boss had a project for
me to finish, and he needed it done first thing in the morning.  To complete it,
I needed the company computers, so I had to stay late and finish the project.  I
wasn't complaining, since I would get paid a nice bonus for this extra work.
David was working late as well, as I said, but I do not know what he was up to. 
It really had no consequence to me, since he worked in a different division of
the company than me. It had taken over three hours, but I finally completed the
project. I took the paperwork and placed it in the mail holder for my boss, then
went and searched for David.  I needed to tell him that I was finished, because I
could not get out of the building without him temporarily turning off the
security system.  Otherwise, the alarm would have sounded... it would have been
too much of a headache to explain off.

I went to his office and found him seated at his desk, busy with some paperwork. 
"David?" I said, and he looked up.  "Could you shut off the security system?  I'm
ready to go home." "Sure, Denise," he responded.  "But could you wait a minute? 
I'm almost finished here myself." "No problem," I told him, walking into his
office.  He had a various collection of photographs on the wall -- aerial shots
of both Los Angeles and Long Beach.  I looked at them, admiring their beauty. I
live in Long Beach, and Los Angeles is just up the freeway.  It's a very nice
area.

"Denise?"

I looked over at David.  "Yes?" He smiled, then hesitated for a moment.  "This
may seem a little forward on my part, but would you mind going out to dinner with
me?" I raised my eyebrows at him, never expecting such a request. "Dinner?"  I
paused.  "You... you're asking ME out?  To dinner?" "Yeah," he returned, a little
nervously.

Over the past few months, whenever I thought of David, nothing but lust and
desire had went through my mind.  I never thought of dating him, or getting to
know him on a loving type of basis.  I never thought of those things simply
because I was not interested.  If I were to have any type of relationship with
him, I did not want him to think of me as a good and loving person.  I wanted him
to think of me as a piece of meat, something he could use to unleash his passion
upon.

I walked over to David, going around his desk, and stood before him as he looked
up at me from his chair.  He still appeared nervous. "I don't want to go out to
dinner with you," I said, and it seemed as though the very life had suddenly been
usurped from him.  "But, there is something I would like to do with you."

"What?" he asked weakly, in a dissapointed tone.

Something snapped inside of me, and the next thing I knew, I was on my knees
before David, giving his mouth a full and sensuous kiss.  My hand reached down
and searched for his crotch, and I felt what promised to be a pretty good-sized
cock underneath his slacks.

David could have never expected such an action from me, and he was frozen for
several seconds as I continued to kiss his mouth and rub his crotch.  He must
have been in a state of shock, trying to piece together what was transpiring
between the two of us.  I'm sure no woman had ever been so forward with him.  I
even surprised myself.

David slipped down onto his knees in front of me, and then placed his arms around
my body.  It seemed as though he had finally collected his senses.  He picked me
up slightly, and suddenly he laid me down on the floor beneath him.  David
reached down and fondled my breasts through my white blouse, and then offered
another heated kiss.  I felt his hands unbuttoning my blouse as his lips worked
over my own. His mouth soon detracted from mine, and he placed a series of light
kisses over my neck.  My blouse was open now, and he pushed it down from my
shoulders, exposing the upper portion of my cleavage.  He buried his face there,
swiping his tongue along the exposed area. Suddenly, David had me turn over onto
my front.  He reached for my blouse and pulled it completely down, then tossed it
off to the side. In a flash, my bra was off, and it was discarded as well. I
moaned lightly as he splayed a collection of soft kisses and licks on the back of
my neck, my shoulders and upper back.  He reached around and cupped my bare
breasts, then stood up on his knees.  I turned and watched as David took off his
shirt.  I could not believe that I was with a man, or how hot this scenario was
making me. David got behind me, and had me sit up, and rest my back against his
front.  He used this opportunity to reach around and palm my breasts with his
strong hands.  I looked down and watched as he tweaked my nipples, and moaned in
response.  He bent his neck, and planted more kisses upon my face. He continued
pinching and squeezing my nipples as I reached down and pulled my panties off,
from underneath my skirt.  I did not even bother taking off the skirt, for
whatever reason.  I hiked it up around my waist, and reached down with both hands
and spread my pussy.  David definitely saw me do this, and he immediately moved
in front of me. I held my black skirt in place as this gorgeous man attached his
mouth to my pussy and began to eat away at it.  I spread my legs wide for him,
and reached down and caressed the top of his head with my right hand as his
tongue explored the center of my passion. I had almost forgot what it felt like
to be eaten by a man, and it felt wonderful to be with David.  His rough tongue
and lips, and the light stubble of facial hairs brought back exquisite memories.
I could not help but to touch myself, as I placed both hands upon my breasts and
started to grope them.  Masturbation with my girlfriends is quite common, and
accepted, but I feared that David would object. However, as I said, I couldn't
help myself. David was too focused on eating my pussy that I soon realized that
he probably wouldn't even care if I touched myself or not. I felt his hands
caressing my inner thighs, and soon my body was rocking in a state of
near-orgasm.  It just felt so different, his mouth, than what I had been used to
over the past couple of years. And because of that, it was very exciting. His
tongue swirled seemingly in all directions as I felt my passion reach the
breaking point.  I really started to moan now, and then there was the blissful
release.  The juices literally flowed from my body, and it felt completely
wonderful.  Especially with a man.

It wasn't too long before I had recovered, and was back on my knees before David.
 This time, though, he was standing, and I was unbuckling his belt and pulling
his slacks and briefs down. As I got a good look at his hard cock for the first
time, it struck me big-time that I was actually with a man.  I still found it
hard to believe.  I was supposed to be fed-up with men.

I reached around and placed one hand upon his hip, then opened my mouth and took
the full length of his manhood between my lips.

I gripped the base of his cock with my right hand, then started to slide his meat
in and out of my mouth at a quick, steady pace.  From time to time, I would take
it out and give it a long lick with my tongue.  But for the most part, I slid his
cock in and out of my mouth. I soon started to wonder how I could have gone
without sucking a big cock like this for so long. I looked up at David with my
sexiest expression, while simply sucking away at the very tip of his cock with my
vacuum technique. I took it out and offered some more licks, then took his back
into my mouth and started bobbing my head back and forth. David suddenly leaned
down and pulled my head from his cock, then smashed his mouth against mine for a
passion-laced kiss.  I bent my neck fully and looked straight up while the two of
us were locked together, mouth to mouth.

I watched as David picked up his slacks, and pulled out his wallet. He took out a
latex condom, and then I realized that I was actually going to get fucked by a
man's cock.

It excited me, beyond belief.

A short time later, David was flat on his back upon the floor, and I was kneeling
over his crotch.  Facing away from him, with one hand on the floor for support, I
bounced up and down upon his cock, with it buried deep within the confines of my
pussy. I had been fucked by dildos quite often in the past couple of years, but
soon realized they were no match for a real, live cock. It was incredible.  I
still wore the black skirt, but that was all I had on.  I held it up around my
waist, so I could look down and watch as his cock entered, exited and re-entered
my pussy in a constant cycle. I turned my head around and looked suddenly as I
felt his hands upon my ass.  He palmed it, and pushed hard against it, and I
moaned down at him while continuing to bounce upon his manhood. I tossed my head
back and sighed louder than I had in a long time, his cock piercing and filling
my pussy like none before.  I cupped one of my breasts with a hand and squeezed
hard, only adding to my pleasure.

Suddenly, David pushed hard on my ass, forcing my body away from his.  I tumbled
over and looked up at him, and he got onto his knees before me.  He gave me yet
another passionate kiss, then forced me to get onto my hands and knees in front
of him. He positioned himself perfectly behind me, and then forged his erection
back where it belonged, in my pussy.  Whether it be with a dildo or a cock,
getting fucked in the doggie-style position had always been one of my favorite
activities. David used a series of quick, powerful thrusts, slamming his pelvis
against my ass.  Each time, it felt like his cock blazed an even deeper trail
into my pussy.  I simply couldn't believe it!  No man had ever fucked me this
good! His hands were rubbing my back, then my breasts.  He moved them to my ass
and squeezed it hard, then caressed my upper thighs.  He made sure the skirt I
still wore was bunched up, beyond my waist. Why hadn't one of us just taken it
off? "I can't hold myself much longer," David grunted down at me. "What do you
want me to do?" I looked back at him and spoke in a distressed tone.  "I want you
to shoot your load over my breasts... I love that." Both of us continued moaning
and grunting as David gave me three or four more thrusts, before pulling his cock
out of my pussy and slipping the condom off.  I rolled around quickly onto my
back, and looked up with much anticipation as he grabbed his cock and aimed it at
my upper body. Spurt after spurt of gooey man-liquid flied and hit my body,
mainly my breasts.  I cupped them both and wiggled around beneath David,
experiencing an orgasm of my own.


Upon getting back home, I told Barbara of what happened with David.  She did not
believe me at first, so I simply stripped down and showed her the cum stains on
my breasts.  I did not bother cleaning up after my encounter with David, for this
very reason.  Barbara was so hot that I had actually had sex with a man, that she
took me to the bedroom and fucked me harder than she ever had before.

After three or four hours, Barbara was finally out of energy, and wanted to know
the details of my coupling with David.  I told her every last detail, then
informed her that I would be seeing David more in the future.

After some discussion with Barbara, I decided to tell David of my love life.  He
was very surprised that I was bi-sexual, and even more surprised that my female
lover was Barbara. He had remembered her, from when she used to work at the same
company with us.  I guess no man could forget Barbara, because she is so hot and
beautiful.

David was instantly turned on when I told him that Barbara and I wanted him to
come over to our house on the weekend for a three-some.  I told him that he was
the first man I had sex with since 1994, and that seemed to excite him even more.
 I informed him that Barbara liked to watch, and if she could watch him fuck me,
it would really turn her on.

It really goes without saying, but the time with Barbara and David over the
weekend was simply fantastic.  David has since become our designated stud : he
has promised to have sex with either or both of us, basically at any given time. 
And I can guarantee you that we will see to it that David has all the pussy he
could ever dream about.  Barbara and I are even thinking of introducing him to
Julie, our lover friend from San Francisco.  I wonder if he can handle three
women at once?

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My problems with men have risen from the way they treat me, or mis-treat me.  As
I have explained in prior text files, there seemed to be something wrong with
every man I ever had any true feelings for.

I have learned that I do not need, or even want, a man to love me.  I don't want
to be cared for by a man, or respected.  All I want from men, from now on, is for
them to fuck me!