Archive-name: Samesex/lastsumr.txt Archive-author: Archive-title: Last Summer.... I came from far, very far away. I am doing my post graduate at this university. Being and foreign student means I have to try to look for partial financial support from work. The only employment that I can do is being a teaching assistant. I never regretted being the T.A. since it led me to my story which I am about to tell you. It was my second term in doing my teaching assistantship. I was chosen to do the fourth year course which very few students were taking. The course was very difficult for the students, therefore, I got to know all my students. One that I was really close to was Jim. He came to ask me many questions about the course itself. We are not much different in age. In fact, I am only 2 years older than he is. He has curly, dark brown hair. His dark brown eyes under the glasses always shine with enthausiasm of learning. At his 6 feet 2 height, he is very tall compared with my 5 feet 11 height. Whenever he came to consult me, my heart was always pounding for being so close to him. We got to know each other better until we became friends. By the end of the term, Jimmy, that is how I call him, invited me to his place for supper. His parents were so greatful and nice to me. Being with him, watching him work or do something made me feel so happy. I never told him of that feeling in me. He graduated that term and returned to the university as a graduate student. One afternoon, everyone had gone home early because it was summer time. I went to see Jimmy in his office while he was working on his homework. I said hi to him and he turned to greet me. He turned back to his work. I walked to his seat and stood behind him. I wanted to touch him at that time. My hands were faster than my thoughts. I put my hands on his shoulders. He turned back to look at me with unusual sparkling eyes. He did not resist my hands. He turned back to his work. I moved my hands gently on his shoulders. Through the thin cotton T-shirt, I could feel the warmth from his body, the firmness of his muscles. I started giving him the massage I learnt when I was young from my mom. I could not help noticing his shorts. As usual for summer, he wore big loose shorts where I always glanced into whenever I got chance. His legs were firm and hairy. They were tanned from his working outdoor during his weekends. I always admired his firm thighs and his hairy legs. "That feels really good, where did you learn to do this?", ha asked me. "I did for my mom when I was young, she liked it." I moved my skillful hands around his neck. I was not aware of what I was thinking of which always led me to do things before I could stop it. I lowered down my head and kissed his neck unconciously. He turned back at me with a surprise. "I am sorry", I apologized and stepped back with shock of what I did. "I am really sorry, I don't know what I am doing", I was so scared and almost cried from my embarrasing behavior which I never acknowledged of my being gay. I have always dreamt about making love with guys but never did try with someone for the fear of rejection. He probably noticed my fright too. I knew that he had never had an idea of me being attracted to him. Besides he always told me about his ex-girlfriend and how good he felt when he had sex with her. For me, he was just one of the straights and perhaps homophobic!! He did not say a word but got up from his desk. His eyes stared at me as I tried to turn away and get out of the room. He moved faster than I did. By the time I realized, he already blocked my way to the door. I looked up and saw that he was so close. He held my arms and lowered his head. I did not have any energy left. My mouth was dry from fear. I lifeted my eyes to his and our lips touched. It was like a dream.... "I must be dreaming", I said to myself. My heart was beating hard as he pressed his lips against mine. His tongue parted my lips open and I responded with mine. I could feel his hand moving around my back and down. I moved closer to him and I felt his hard on pressing against my body. I moved my right hand in front to his crotch. I felt clumsy because I never experienced doing so even I have had many dreams of doing it. I never touched anyone's cock but mine. Now I could feel the firmness of his erect penis. Mine was as hard as rock. We kissed for a long, long time so that I almost lost my breath. HIs hands moved all over me. My hand felt his hard dick. It must have been almost 7 inches and very thick. His shorts was not able to cover it by now. It thrusted his white underwear and poked out from his shorts. My left hand was exploring his round, firm buttocks- the buns that I always dreamt of. I knelt down in front of him and all I could see was his shorts and his hard dick under the white underwear. I kissed his penis from the outside of the underwear. Throgh the fabric, I could feel the warmth of that rod. I pulled down his shorts and opened my mouth. I wet his thin, white underpants with my tongue. Now I could see through. Yes, it was a 7 inches long shaft with a very beautiful pink head. I never imagined that I would be able to get so close to another guy's dick. I could hardly wait for my hands to pull down his underwear. His erect penis sprung out of the restraint. It pointed directly at my face. I could not believe my eyes of how beautiful his dick was. I opened my mouth and tried to take his hard rod. I remembered seeing the straight porn video of how to suck dick so I tried to imitate that. It was not so difficult but I could not manage to get the whole of his shaft into my mouth. I tasted the precum from his slit. It tasted wonderful. I tried to be careful of my teeth so it would not hurt him. "Ahh.....", I heard him mourn delightfully. My heart was just beating like a drum. His hands were playing with my hair. His pubic hair touched my nose and I could smeel his manhood. He looked up the ceiling with his eyes closed and started moving his hips back and forth. I moved my head in harmony with his thrust. I tried to loosen my jaw so that I could accomodate him. Once he pushed further down into my throat, I started to gag. He paused and looked down as I looked up to his eyes. Seemed like he was asking me if I was okay. I begged him with my eyes to continue. He continued fucking my mouth. Not too long before I felt his body trembling, his buns tighten. I felt his dick get harder and I could taste the warmth of his cum. Jet after jet exploding in my mouth. I tried to swallow that sweet and salty juice. I guessed he must have his loads for over 5 minutes and I just could not seem to take them all. His body was stiff and after his last shooting, he collapsed against the desk. Not very long later, he opened his eyes to look down at me while I was trying to devour his juice from his tool. He pulled me up and kissed me. I let his taste his own cum left in my mouth. He broke the kiss and pulled up my T-shirt. He lowered his head down to lick my right nippl. My dick was aching for a release. His hands were busy moving down to unbotton my jeans. He pulled down my jeans and my tiny underwear. I was shiverling as he sucked my nipples form one side to another. Then he tongued down to my smooth belly. Being an asian, I do not have much hair like he does. His tonuge was too close to my dick that I could feel the incredibly built up of my pleasure. I closed my eyes and felt his wet, warm mouth on my cock. Although I am skinny built, I have almost as thick dick as he does. He tried to suck my rod but I could figure out that he never experienced that as well, for his teeth scratched my cock from time to time. I did not really care right now because the pleasure overpowered the discomfort. I thrusted my dick forward into his mouth. He gagged but did not stop moving his head. It did not take me long before I realized that I was going to shoot. He felt that too so he moved faster. Since I had been too busy working, I had not jerked off for 4 days. My cum for 4 days was finally relased. I heard him gag trying to swallow all my cum. I shot until I felt that I would not be able to cum again. I sighed as he let go my bone. He stood up and embraced me tightly. I opened my mouth to say something but he covered it with his mouth. I could not do anything but close my eyes and think if this was a dream. We kissed for a long time, I felt warm and secure in his arms. Finally he broke the kiss. With his smile, he said "I never felt this wonderful before." "Me too", I answered him. I did not want him to let me go but it was getting late after the office hour. The janitor might come in to check the area. We kissed and got dressed. Again, I was still sacred of his rejection. "Maybe he just wanted to release his pressure and tomorrow he will not think that I am his friend anymore", I thought. My expression of weariness and fear showed on my face. I supposed he noticed that. He looked at my eyes and held me tight again as to promise that everything would be just fine. He was not a talkative person, as far as I knew him. "Ihave to go home now", he said to me. "My parents are expecting me for supper." "Yeah, I think I have to go back to my apartment as well", I said like a foolish person. "Hey! why don't you come for a supper at my place tomorrow?", he invited. "And spend a night with me at my place", softly he added. It would be Friday night!!. "I will tell mom to cook my fevorite meal, you will like that." "Sure, I don't have anything much to do tomorrow evening anyways." "I will see you then", he took his bike out and I followed him out from his office. "See you", I said to him. He biked away and my heart was just overwhelming. It was getting bigger in my chest. I was so happy that this was the first time. Besides it was with someone I dreamt about....... PART - II I was so excited and look forward to seeing Jimmy on the next day. During my lunch hour, I sneaked into his office. He was not in. I tried to look for him everywhere but I could not find him. "Perhaps he did not come to university today", I thought. "Or maybe he was not serious about inviting me to his place",- another thought. I did not remember the way to his place because he drove me there last time . There was no sign of him at all for the whole day. All students and staff went home a bit earlier than everyday for it was Friday afternoon in the summer. I checked his office many times but he was not in. Obviously, he did not come in to university. I sighed as I walked back to my office to pack up things and head back to my apartment. "I don't think he will come now, it's almost six", I talked to myself. While I was packing up my stuff, "Knock, knock", Jimmy showed his head into my office with a big smile revealing his white teeth. His sparkling eyes showed the unusual happiness. "Are you ready?", he walked in. He had a fairly big build with beautiful, large shoulders for he had worked in construction on his dad's cottage at the lake. "Yes, I am. I thought you wouldn't come", I replied. "Hey, I said I would come and pick you up.", he always made me feel guilty of my own thoughts. "Come on, they are waiting for us.", Jimmy hurried me. But as he said so, he drew me close to him and held me tight from my back. He started caressing my neck. "Hey! Stop that!", I requested pretendedly without any intention to resist. He stopped and sighed. "Damn! I shouldn't have said that", I thought to myself. The supper was so great. Mom and dad enjoyed my presence and I loved mom's cooking. After we finished our supper, mom suggested that we walk a dog which Jimmy always did after supper. We walked on the path in the park in front of his place and crossed the road to the field. The sun was setting and coloring the sky in pink, red and orange. The edge of the field was a bush before the river which runs north to south. Jimmy untied Heidi, his dark brown dog, and let her run. When we entered the bush, Jimmy turned to me. I looked up into his beautiful eyes and he took me into his arms. He kissed me on my lips. As I parted my lips, he stuck his tongue into my mouth. His hands were moving towards my rear. I locked around his neck. I could feel his hard on pressing against my belly. "I could hardly wait until this moment", he mumbeld. He slid his right hand into my pants from behind and his finger caressing my crack. As he was caressing my ears, after he broke the kiss, I shivered. I closed my eyes tight and my whole body became vulnerable. So vulnerable that I could hardly stand. "We should wait.", I opened my eyes and looked right into his. I could see that he was very horny now. He called Heidi and we started walking back together slowly with our hands joined. It was dusky. I hung around at Jimmy's place until it was pretty late eagerly waiting for the time to make love with him. The problem was how we could make love and where. I knew that Jimmy already had everything in his mind so I never bothered asking him. He told mom and dad that we would be in his bedroom studying and, as he is the oldest son of the house, they always listened to him. Charley and Garth, his two younger brothers had gone out for it was Friday night. Mom and dad would watch T.V. down in the basement and Jimmy's room was in the second floor. It was neat and clean. His room did not have much furnitures besides a big bed in the middle, a chest of drawers close to the door, a built-in closet on the left. He close the door as we entered the room and gave me a long, deep kiss. My hands were busy unbottoning his shirt as well as mine. I moved my hands over his chest and started to play with his nipples. He had a line of hairs from his navel up to his muscular chest. I had a chance to see his beautiful body clearly now. Although the light from outside was quite dim but he was so handsome in the shadow. He took off my shirt and tongued my nipples from right to left. Every nerve of mine became relaxed and I felt like I could even fly. He moved lower down as well as his hands pushed my shorts down. When his tongue reached my dick, my body shook. He started to moise the head part and took it into his mouth. I played with his curly brown hair while he was sucking me. He moved his head in and out and I was thrusting toward him. I felt that I could pop anytime if he kept on sucking my cock. I guessed he realized that as well so he stopped. He pulled me to the bed and I pulled his shorts off. His boner sprang out and pointed straight in the air. I pushed him on his back as I leaned forward to taste his manhood. His cock spit some pre-cum juice and it tasted wonderful. I relaxed my jaws and took the rest of his meat. I heard him moan. His dick was getting harder and harder as I tried to swallow it. Not only the taste was good, the smell was great too and I felt like I could suck his dick forever. His hands wereplaying with my head and suddenly I could feel the tension from his touch as well as his harden cock. He pulled me off so fast for he did not want to cum yet. He held his hard cock tight and took a deep breath. I looked at his cock and I still wanted to taste more of that shaft. Some of the juice dripped out from the eye of his cock. He laid there and breathed hard for awhile. I lowered my head back down to lick his manly pre-cum. He looked at me and pulled me up to him. I was over him now. He pushed me on my back and lifted my two legs in the air. He went down to my ass and started to tongue my crack. It was wonderful and I literally saw stars all over. He used his middle finger to ease my asshole. It wsa getting painful and he probably knew that. He got up and walked to his drawer. When he came back, he had a skin lotion in his hand. He put some on his finger and started it all over again. This time it was better than before. He changed from one finger to two fingers and three. While he was doing so, his lips never left mine. After awhile he broke the kiss and positioned his cock head right in front of my hole. He pushed slowly and gently. I felt pain as he started but I did not try to stop him. Finally, he got all his length in me. The pain changed to pleasure. He fucked slowly. His warm cock hit inside and I could feel that my dick started to get harder than before. Sometimes he would stop and bent down to suck my dick without taking his cock out of my hole. Even when he stopped moving, I felt incredible as I felt his warm rod inside me. He started pushing again and now he breathed faster. I saw his face turning red under the dim light. He closed his eyes tight and held up his head. I moved my hand to beat myself off. I felt him getting bigger in my ass and I was about to cum. He took a deep breath and pushed forward. I could not hold it anymore so I let go. As I came I could feel all of my muscles tighten around his cock and I could also feel his cock swelling as he came inside me. The warm juice hit inside of me for many times. I did not know how long he was coming inside me because I was also coming. My cum flew all over my belly and chest. I heard him moan in his deep low voice. I finished coming, he still came inside me. After he finished coming, he leaned over and cleaned all my cum from my belly with his moist tongue. He was still very hard in there but mine was soft. He opened his mouth and took my cock in slowly. My cock was getting hard rock again. He pulled his dick out from me although I did not want him to pull that piece of meat out yet. But I could not say anything because I felt like I was going to come again in his mouth. I never thought that I could come again but it did not take long time before I shot another load into his hot mouth. He swallowed all and cleaned up my dick. Then he kissed me and we slept in each other arms. It was great to have someone holding me at night. It was great to hold someone at night........... --