Love, Daniel

It was after my divorce. I took a break from men for awhile, the
marriage had ground to a slow, shuddering halt. One day we realized we
were just good friends and no longer intimate partners.

Six months after the divorce, I started seeing Daniel. I had known him
for a few years, he was a good friend, a writer like I am, and also an
artist and photographer. Very creative, rather a difficult personality
sometimes, very independent, and free-thinking. Does what he wants. I
like that though, very much. And he can understand the ins and outs
and struggles of a life in writing.

He's handsome in a rugged, tough guy way, and he had his own problems,
but I found myself thinking about him more and more.

It was a bit difficult too because he lived about an hour's drive
away. We had always kept in touch though, and had seen each other
often at writer's events and meetings.

One day I started talking to him after a reading one night. We had
some red wine and neither of us wanted to leave after talking for
almost two hours. We went back to my car, and he asked me to get in
the back seat with him. I giggled, it was like high school again. He
was very gentle with me and said he just wanted to hold me and look at
me. It was great, he had a wonderful touch and I trusted him
completely. He made me cum just with his hands, the first orgasm after
a long time. He said he wanted to see me again soon and I said O.K.

We started hanging out, it was very easy and relaxed because we had so
much in common.

The first time we made love it was wonderful. We were at my place, and
I lit a fire in the fireplace. We had some wine and I put on some soft
music. It was dark, we were alone and the only light was from the
flickering flames of the fire. I spread a blanket out in front of the
fireplace, and we lied down on the carpet and blanket, just watching
the fire. Then he reached over and started kissing me, very gently,
and started to undress me. I was getting more and more turned on the
more he did, and by the time I was completely undressed, the dancing
lights from the fire on our skin, I was more turned on than ever. He
took off his pants and shirt, and his body looked beautiful in the
firelight. We didn't speak, for two writers to be so quiet it was
amazing. His cock was very hard and I was very wet and aroused as he
gently entered me, going very slowly. It was almost a spiritual
feeling. We had a long, slow, gentle fuck, very comfortable, and it
felt right. We came, he first, and then me, and then just held each
other for a long time afterwards. It was magical, the way it should
always feel.

He and I always admired and supported each other's writing, and had
always kept in touch by email, but our writing to each other now took
a more romantic, intimate turn. We sometimes wrote long, erotic emails
to each other when we couldn't be together, which were beautiful and
exciting.

Dear Daniel,

These last few months have been so great. I'm so glad we doing are
whatever we are doing -- I hesitate to put a label on it for fear of
destroying it. I guess I'd call you an intimate friend. You understand
me so much, my fears, my strength. You really do inspire my writing on
a daily basis, and can get me to reach down so deep.

Here's a story I just finished, let me know what you think. I also
want to thank you for being in my life, and hope you stay there, as
you are now, for a long, long time.

Love,
Rebecca

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Dear Rebecca,

Last night was wonderful. You are really a very sensual woman. But
it's more than that, I can be myself with you. More than I've ever
felt with anyone before. You are so easy to be with, it feels so
right. And you understand what a writer goes through, because you're a
writer, too, and a good one.

I have attached some more poems for you, enjoy.

Love,
Daniel

Because we couldn't always get out to see each other, we would talk on
the phone often, and sometimes our conversations would become quite
intimate and explicit.

One morning he called me, I had just taken a shower and we talked for
a little while about our writing and what's going on, and then he said
do you want to come now and I said yes.

I told him I wanted to put some music on and get a vibrator first. He
said O.K with a gulp. In a few minutes the music was on, I was all
ready and I told him to just start by telling me what he's wearing. He
said he's wearing his jeans and shirt, and I told him to take them off
slowly, and tell me how it feels. I wanted him to tell me exactly what
he was doing, what was going on with him. He said he's unzipping his
pants and unbuttoning his shirt. I could hear the rustle of clothes in
the background. I told him I was lying completely nude, very relaxed,
except for a white ruffled blouse which I had unbuttoned. I can see my
pink, hard nipples against the white material, and my lightly tanned
skin, and it looked very erotic.

I asked him if he's touching himself. He said no, but I said touch it,
and tell me how it feels. He said it's semi-hard and it felt good. I
said, "Pretend I'm sucking you right now. You can see my tits and I'm
leaning over you, you have a good view of my ass and body leaning over
your cock. It's getting hard and very long in my mouth, I'm almost
gagging on it."

He said, "Oh that feels good." I could hear him stroking his cock in
the background while I was describing everything I wanted to do to
him. The faint rhythmic sound was deliciously naughty.

I told him I was going to use the vibe while I'm sucking him and
talking him off, and he said that would be great. I described in
detail exactly what I wanted to do, how I would take my tongue and
lightly tease him for a bit, then plunge his cock deeply inside my
mouth, while I put the vibe right on my pussy lips and around my clit.
It felt so good! I could hear his breath coming faster, and I rubbed
the vibe harder and faster. I started really telling him now I'm going
to get on top of you, all the time rubbing the vibe right on my clit
and pussy. I could hear his breathing quicken, he was moaning, and
then I said first I'm going to lightly tease you with my pussy, I want
to make you wait, and I want to tease you just a little bit longer. I
touched my tits and rubbed the vibe on me, and I knew it wouldn't be
long. Finally I told him, "I'm going to fuck you good now, really hard
and deep." He was getting close and I knew I was going to cum soon
too. I rubbed the vibe right around on my clit and pussy and said,
"Fuck me good, baby oh it's so good, oh God!" I could hear him cum, he
was stroking and cumming in his hands and I said, "I'm cumming, I'm
cumming with you baby!" Soon an intense orgasm rushed through my whole
body like a storm.

Then he started to laugh and said he'd gotten cum all over himself,
and I said, "Good, I'd love to lick it all off and suck you clean."

We cleaned ourselves off with some tissues and then he said, "Wow,
that was great." He had never had phone sex before with anyone.

We also started to play around with photography. He was a wonderful
photographer and brought out the natural exhibitionist in me. He made
me feel so safe and comfortable. One day we went to the park, he
brought his camera. He had me start to undress in the car on the way
there, we had some wine and I was pretty loose. Finally I was
completely stripped, and he told me to touch myself as he drove down
the freeway. He said he wanted to take some pictures of me like that.
I was too far gone and aroused to care, and he pulled over to the side
of the road and as he photographed me in the car, he told me to stroke
my pussy and tits for him, and I had an intense, lighting flash orgasm
as he photographed me cumming.

Afterwards he said he needed to cum too. I put my pants and top back
on and we went to a park. He lied on the blanket on his back, and I
stripped again and sucked him, and then fucked him madly in the
sunlight. He said I was wilder than ever before. After we made love,
he took some pictures of me again on the blanket with his cum inside
me. He made me open my legs and show him my pussy with his juices
inside me. It turned me on wildly, and he said I was beautiful and
incredibly sexy.

No one has ever got me going like he has. Who knows where it's going,
we never talk about it, we're just enjoying the ride.

Dear Daniel,

Oh baby, I just got off again thinking hard about you. I rubbed my
tits and pussy and came hard, imaging you were here, watching me,
taking pictures, and how you were going to cum in me afterwards. You
set up the camera and made me suck you and then fucked me good and
came inside me while the camera caught everything. Oh god, it's so
sweet, baby.

These last few months have all been so wonderful, full of pleasure and
fun and happiness, all the things that have been missing from my life
for so long, too long.

You've shown me a completely new way to live. Full of fun and good
times and not worrying all the time and taking pleasure and love and
sex while you can and living, really living every day. For that I'm
very glad.

Love,
Rebecca

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Dear Rebecca,

I feel the same way too, baby.

Love,
Daniel