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			CHAPTER 2

      Time went on.  My confidence being greatly boosted thanks to
 Linda.   Now I was able to  say  that  my  sexual  education  had
 started.    Unfortunately,  I  did  not get to put it into use or
 expand on it for several years.   All through high school I never
 had what you would call a girlfriend.   I belonged to a few clubs
 but none of them had any girls.   There were some real nice  ones
 in  some  of my classes but we had just become friends.   I never
 had the nerve to ask any of them out.   I dreamed of  the  things
 that  could  have happened if I just had enough nerve to ask them
 out.   I was not very good at handling rejection.   I think  that
 was  my biggest problem.   I was afraid of being rejected.   If I
 had been less afraid,  my love life might have been an awful  lot
 better than it was.
      After several years without a girlfriend, I found myself not
 really  caring whether I had a girlfriend or not.   I kept myself
 busy with school activities and I would jerk off every  night  to
 relieve my sexual frustration.   This was never too big a problem
 until my senior prom drew near.   I had always wanted to  take  a
 really  nice looking girl.   I was not too thrilled with the idea
 of a prom,  basically because I don't like to dance.   But it was
 my senior prom and I would never forgive myself if I didn't go.
      So  now  the problem was to find someone to ask and then get
 up enough nerve to ask her.   Well finding the  girl  wasn't  too
 hard.   There were plenty of girls I would like to ask.   The big
 question was to get up the nerve to ask one of them  to  go  with
 me.  Then if I asked, what would she say?
      I  was  running out of time very quickly.   I finally got up
 the nerve to ask a girl that was in my English class.    She  sat
 next  to  me  and  her name was Beth.   She was a cute blond with
 loads of curly hair.  One of the really nice things about her was
 that she was the same height as I was.   That was very  important
 to me.
      I  was  in pain.   I started a conversation with her one day
 just before the end of class.   I let the conversation  stray  to
 the  prom which was only two weeks away.   I asked her if she was
 going to the prom with anyone in  particular  and  she  said  no.
 That was what I was hoping she would say.  I had my textbook line
 ready.
      "Would you like to go with me?"
      At the moment I finished saying that, I tensed up and prayed
 she  wouldn't  reject  me  even  though I had already assumed she
 would.   She gave me a great big smile and a bright red blush and
 said, "sure".
      My  heart  fell  to  my  feet.   It was the most sensational
 feeling I had felt in a long time.  But I couldn't stop there.  I
 had something else planned.   I asked for her phone number  so  I
 could call her that night and talk about our evening at the prom.
 She  wrote  it out on a little piece of notebook paper and handed
 it to me.   At that moment the bell rang and we were off to  next
 class.
      For the remainder of the day I was very nervous wondering if
 I  had done the right thing.   I realized it was too late to back
 out so I decided to finish what I had started.   No  matter  what
 the  results.    As  it  turned  out,  that  was  one of the best
 decisions I had ever made.  I home after school still not sure of
 myself.  What if she was just fooling around.  Maybe she was just
 playing a joke on me.   I really wanted to take her to the  prom.
 At that point I convinced myself that she meant what she said and
 I was going to call her later that evening.
      Once  I convinced myself that everything would be all right,
 I felt much more relaxed.  I started fantasizing what it would be
 like to see Beth  with  her  clothes  off.    She  was  always  a
 conservative  dresser  in school so I wasn't really too sure what
 her body was shaped like.    She  always  dressed  in  very  nice
 clothing  but  never  anything  tight.    I knew her tits weren't
 enormous because that is a little hard to conceal.   But  I  knew
 she wasn't flat chested either.
      I  dreamed about seeing her blonde bush,  hoping it was just
 as blonde as the hair on her head.  Maybe I could get her to give
 me my first blowjob or with a little luck we  could  go  all  the
 way.    After a few minutes of thoughts like that,  I woke up and
 decided that a good place to start would be to just  get  her  to
 the prom and worry about how far I was going to get later.
      Dinner  time  rolled around and I ate quickly.   I wanted to
 call Beth right after dinner.   But  would  that  be  too  early?
 Would  I  bother  her  during  dinner?   I started worrying about
 everything all over again.  I was a hopeless case.
      I finally decided to call her not really caring what time it
 was.  I just wanted to talk to her.  I got my fingers to dial the
 number and I stopped breathing while the phone was ringing.    My
 heart  stopped  when  someone picked up the phone.   A soft sweet
 voice was at the other end.   I wasn't sure if it was  her  so  I
 asked if Beth was home.
      She said, "Hi, it's me".
      Oh, Hi.  I hope I'm not interrupting your dinner."
      "No.   I had an early dinner and I am sitting in the bathtub
 right now, just relaxing.
      I felt a lump inside my  throat  when  she  said  that.    I
 started imagining her lying in the bathtub.  What a body.
      "I am glad you accepted my invitation to the prom."
      "I'd love to go with you.  Thank you for asking."
      She  sounded  so  sincere  that  I couldn't believe that she
 would be pulling my leg so I put that completely out of my mind.
      "Well,  in addition  to  going  to  the  prom,  I  was  also
 wondering  if  you  would  like  to  come  over to my house to go
 swimming sometime this weekend."
      I figured my luck was running so good that  why  not  get  a
 little greedy and see just how far she will go.
      "I  am  going  to  be busy this Saturday with me parents but
 Sunday would be great."
      I asked if she would be able to get  over  to  my  house  or
 would she like my to pick her up.
      "Pick me up about noon."
      She  gave  her address and we said our good-byes.   I didn't
 really want to end the conversation but she said she had  to  get
 out  of the tub.   I hung up the phone thinking this was going to
 be a great weekend, if I had enough nerve to make it one.
      I had called Beth on a Thursday so we had one  more  day  of
 school  to  see  each  other before the weekend.   I got to class
 before she did and just sat waiting for her to get there.   I was
 really  nervous  to  face  her  after  our conversation the night
 before.  I knew I would calm down once we started talking.   Beth
 got  to class just before the teacher started teaching.   We said
 hello to each other but had no time to talk.   The  class  lasted
 right  up  to  the  bell so again we didn't get any time to talk.
 She just said on her way out, "see you Sunday".
      All night Friday and all day Saturday were spent fantasizing
 about all the possible events of Sunday.    I  jerked  off  every
 chance I got just thinking about how it would be with Beth.
      Linda was a real exhibitionist and I kind of liked that.   I
 hoped Beth would be the same way with one  little  addition.    I
 wanted  to go all the way.   A guy just isn't as sensitive to his
 first as a girl is.   I would have done it with Linda or any  one
 of a dozen other girls I knew.  Who it was wasn't that important.
 I just had to do it.
      Sunday  morning  rolled  around and I got up real early just
 thinking about the day ahead of  me.    I  couldn't  wait.    The
 morning seemed to drag.   I had never felt this much anticipation
 before.  It was a very strange feeling.  I wanted to go as far as
 I could with Beth but I didn't want to push too hard.   I  didn't
 want her getting mad at me,  especially just before the prom.   I
 don't think I could have found anybody else on such short notice.
 But I wanted to get her clothes off so bad,  another fine mess  I
 got  myself  into.    From  eleven o'clock to eleven-thirty I sat
 watching the clock.   I finally decided it was time to leave.   I
 knew  I could get to her house in about fifteen minutes but I had
 to get out of my house before I went crazy.  I got in the car and
 started driving and of course I got there in fifteen minutes so I
 had to kill fifteen more minutes before I went to  get  her.    I
 couldn't  show  up early so I parked my car on a near by secluded
 street and got myself off one last time  before  I  actually  saw
 Beth.
      The  time had come.   I pulled up and parked in front of her
 house, got out of the car and went up to the front door.   I took
 a deep breath and rang the doorbell.  The same as in the past, it
 felt  like  my  heart  stopped.    I waited like what seemed like
 forever.   I heard someone coming to the door.    It  opened  and
 there stood Beth.  The same cute blonde as in school.  She looked
 a  little  different  this  time.   She was wearing a short silky
 bright green robe, hip level, and a pair of flip-flops.
      "I'm already to go.   I have my bathing suit  on  underneath
 and clothes to change into in the bag."
      "Lets go then", I replied.
      We  made  lots  of  small  talk  in the car on the way to my
 house, mostly about school.  I watched her legs as I was driving.
 Her robe rode up her legs as time past.   She had a nice  set  of
 legs.  I wanted to get between them so bad.  The ride back to the
 house  wasn't  as  bad  as it was going to Beth's because we were
 busy talking and time passed quickly.  We arrived at my house and
 as if luck was on my side today,  my parents were out and took my
 brother with them.  We were actually alone at my house.  I showed
 Beth around to the back of the house.   She commented on how nice
 the pool was and that she couldn't wait to jump in.   I asked her
 if  she wanted anything to drink and she said no thanks.   I told
 her I was going inside to get changed and I would  be  out  in  a
 minute  so  she  should go ahead into the pool without me.   As I
 closed the bathroom door I could hear Beth splashing in the pool.
 In a little while I came out to find Beth  splashing  around  and
 playing  with  one  of  the floating toys.   I immediately tossed
 myself in and swam a couple of laps to get warmed up.  I stuck my
 head out of the water just in time to see Beth  coming  down  the
 slide.    She  was  wearing  a  bright  yellow  bikini.   Not the
 skimpiest but it was nice and she looked nice in it.    I  didn't
 get a good look but I'm sure I would.
      Beth was swimming around and laughing and having a grand old
 time.    She swam over by me and thanked me for inviting her over
 to swim.  I told her she was very welcome and she could come over
 anytime.
      We swam around very innocently  for  the  remainder  of  the
 afternoon.  We splashed each other and played with the floats and
 other  toys  we had in the pool.   I felt like I was a little kid
 again.   We were really having a lot of fun.   I was glad we were
 getting  along so well.   However all good things must come to an
 end,  or do they?   Beth started complaining that she was getting
 cold.   That is the first sign that it is time to get out.  I got
 out and told her that I would be right back with some towels.   I
 ran  into the house,  grabbed some towels and ran back out again.
 Beth was just starting to climb up the ladder.   What a body  she
 had.    It was perfect for the bikini.   I held out the towel and
 wrapped it around her nice and tight.  I was about to let go when
 she just leaned right up against me with  my  arms  still  around
 her.
      "That's better.  I know I won't be cold now."
      I stood there holding her in my arms not knowing what to do.
 I  said,  "why don't you go inside and change into something dry.
 You'll feel a lot warmer."
      "No,  that's okay.   I think I'll stay right where I am.   I
 like it here."
      We  stood  facing  each  other  for a few minutes.   We were
 looking into each others eyes,  not really knowing what to say or
 what  to  do.   I really don't remember what I was even thinking.
 Spontaneously,  I leaned my head forward and gave her a  peck  on
 the beak.   She immediately smiled.  That made me feel a lot more
 comfortable.
      Beth dropped her towel and put her arms around me  and  gave
 me  a  kiss that will take a long time to forget.   Our lips were
 together for quite a long time.   We  were  both  enjoying  every
 moment  of  it.    We finally broke ourselves apart and looked at
 each other very contently.   Her very calming personality made me
 loosen  up beyond my expectations.   I felt very comfortable with
 Beth, and especially in her arms.
      She was starting to shiver so  I  recommended  that  we  get
 changed.    Beth  went  into  the bathroom and emerged soon after
 wearing a tight pair of jeans and a halter top that you could see
 her nipples pointing through.
      "Your turn", she said.
      So into the bathroom I went.   I got changed into  the  same
 clothes I had on when I picked her up .  They were handy.  I came
 out  of  the  bathroom  and  found  Beth  sitting on a pool chair
 outside.
      "Are you ready to go?"
      I really don't know why I asked.   I really didn't  want  to
 take her home,  but it sounded appropriate.  It was getting later
 in the day and I'm sure she wanted to eat dinner.
      "I guess so", she said.
      It didn't occur to me for a couple of  hours  that  I  don't
 think  she  wanted to go home either.   I drove Beth home holding
 her hand as I drove and talking about our afternoon together.
      The prom was now only one week away, on a Saturday night.  I
 decided that I was going to invite Beth over one more time before
 the prom, on Friday night.  I asked her if she would come over to
 go swimming and stay for dinner.   I did this with a little extra
 information in the back of my mind.  I knew my parents were going
 out  and my brother wouldn't be hard to get rid of.   I knew if I
 had Beth alone for a while, wonderful things would happen.  All I
 could do was hope.
      We arrived back at Beth's house  and  as  always  being  the
 gentleman  that  I  was,  I  walked  her  to the front door.   We
 exchanged very nice good byes and then exchanged one  hell  of  a
 kiss.   She took any words I had left right out of my mouth.  She
 said good bye and stepped into the house.   I  drove  home  in  a
 daze.    What a kiss!   It was actually nice going to school that
 week knowing that I would see Beth.   She was always very nice to
 me and would always have a big smile on her face.
      I  spoke  to Beth every night on the telephone,  usually for
 several  hours.     Never  anything   important,   just   general
 conversation.    As  time  passed,  I  was  getting more and more
 comfortable with her.   I think I had my first  real  girlfriend.
 And would you believe,  I was a senior in high school.  I got off
 to a real late start.
      Friday came just as it always does, right on time.  I picked
 Beth up at three in the afternoon,  after we got out  of  school.
 She  got  into  the car and right away slid over to the center of
 the seat.  She gave me a big kiss and said she wanted to sit next
 to me.   I had no complaints.   I put my arm around her  and  she
 didn't complain.   She was wearing the same robe.  I asked if she
 had the same bathing suit on underneath  and  she  said  yes  and
 opened up the robe to show me.   She sure was right, but I wasn't
 looking at the bathing suit.   I never really took a  close  look
 before  but  she  filled  out the bathing suit very nicely.   Her
 chest was not big but very well proportioned for her size body.
      On the drive back to my house we had the usual  conversation
 but about half way I noticed that she never closed her robe.  Her
 beautiful bikinied body was there for the whole world to see. The
 moment  I noticed that was the beginning of a raging hard-on that
 lasted for a bit longer than I would consider comfortable.
      I kept telling myself that this was my day.
      We pulled into my driveway and I parked the car.  Neither of
 us was in a hurry to get out.  She turned toward me, put her arms
 around me and we began making out right there in my driveway.  We
 must have been there for about thirty  minutes.    I  wrapped  my
 hands  around her waist.   Her skin was so smooth and soft.   She
 gave out sweet little moans as my hands massaged  her  back.    I
 started to scratch her back and that got her really excited.  She
 was  rubbing  my  leg  through  my jeans,  with each stroke going
 higher and higher but never touching me where I wanted her too.
      We stopped a moment to catch our breath.
      "Is anyone home?"
      "No, my parents are out and I was able to send my brother to
 my grandparents house for the whole night.   My parents won't  be
 home until late."
      "Great,  I  was looking forward to this all week.   Let's go
 swimming."
      We peeled ourselves apart,  got out of the  car  and  walked
 around to the back of the house.
      "I  don't  have  to  go  inside to change today.   I have my
 bathing suit on underneath."    As  a  gag,  I  started  doing  a
 striptease.    I  tossed  my  sneakers  aside  and slowly started
 unbuttoning my shirt.   I was swinging  my  hips  as  if  I  were
 dancing to music.   My shirt came off nice and slow and I dropped
 it to the ground.  Then I went to work on my pants.   I unsnapped
 them  and pulled down the zipper real slowly.   Beth was standing
 just a few feet away getting a real big kick  out  of  it.    For
 these few minutes,  all my shyness and inhibitions were gone.   I
 was just having plain fun.
      Slowly the pants started coming down.   I was  shaking  them
 off  with  my hips.   They fell to my ankles and I stepped out of
 them.
      "That's all folks!", I joked.
      Beth,  laughing pretty hard,  had to work  to  calm  herself
 down.    She  gave  me  a kiss on the nose and said,  "Wait right
 here".
      "Okay".
      Beth walked around to the deep end of the pool.   I knew she
 had something in mind but I didn't know what.  She moved right up
 to the edge of the pool with her toes hanging over the end.  Then
 started  rocking her hips around just like I did.   She was doing
 the same striptease I did.   She began to shake her shoulders and
 the  robe  slipped off one shoulder at a time and then was slowly
 guided to the ground.  I expected her to jump into the pool.  But
 did she?  No she didn't.   She put her right arm across her chest
 and  reached  around  behind herself with her left arm.   She was
 moving back and forth constantly.   I saw the laces of her bikini
 top come down to her side then suddenly she tossed her bikini top
 on to the ground.   There stood a beautiful body with a beautiful
 set of knockers all for my eyes to take in.
      I then expected her to jump into the pool,    but  she  kept
 right on going.   She tucked her thumbs inside the waist band and
 slowly pushed her bottoms down to her knees where she let go  and
 wiggled  them  down to her ankles.   She stepped out with one leg
 and kicked them behind her with the other.   Now she was standing
 in  front of me with absolutely nothing on but a big smile.   She
 put her hands behind her head to accent her beautiful body.   She
 didn't  need  to do that.   When she felt that I had enough of an
 eye full she dove into the deep water.   I followed her  lead  by
 dropping my suit to the ground and jumping in after her.  We swam
 straight  toward each other.   When we got close,   I reached out
 and put my arms around her waist  and  pulled  her  body  against
 mind.    I  never  had  a feeling quite like that one.   There is
 nothing else like two cool bodies rubbing against each other.   I
 felt her nipples digging into my chest and her soft hairs against
 my erection.  We loved rubbing up against the other's body.
      We  slowly  moved  toward  the shallow end of the pool,  our
 bodies inseparable.  Her lips pressed up against mine,  I reached
 down with my hands and started massaging her tits.   I did it the
 same way Linda had shown me several years earlier.   Her  nipples
 were almost solid in the cool water.   Beth put her hands between
 us and began rubbing my chest.   The feel  of  her  hands  on  me
 almost  made  me go wild.   After spending a little time with her
 beautiful mounds, I slid my hands down her sides to her exquisite
 ass.   It was firm and very well shaped.   I  was  squeezing  and
 running  my fingers up and down her crack.   She really seemed to
 like this.  She started playing with my ass also.   It  did  feel
 good.   Beth shocked me when she started playing with my asshole.
 She giggled when I jumped but kept right on going.   I  began  to
 do the same to her and she started to purr.   Then, with a little
 apprehension,  I brought a hand around  to  her  front  side  and
 slipped  it  between  her legs.   I didn't go right for her pussy
 because I didn't know what she would do.   I  began  rubbing  her
 thighs.   This got her even more excited.   She was loving it.  I
 finally decided to go for her pussy.   I slid my hand up and made
 contact.  Beth jumped and I moved my hand quickly.
      "Keep going, don't move your hand, I like it there."
      I  immediately  did as she wanted.   I placed my hand on her
 thigh and slid it up until I came to Beth's pussy.    Once  again
 Beth jumped, but I knew better than to move my hand this time.  I
 applied  more pressure and began to move my hand forward and back
 along the length of her slit.   She loved it.   The more she  got
 excited the more I enjoyed getting her excited.  At this point in
 time  I  completely forgot about my own pleasure and concentrated
 on Beth's.   I gave careful consideration to every movement of my
 hand.  I found Beth's most sensitive spot and gave it quite a bit
 of  attention.    By  now  she  wasn't thinking about my pleasure
 either.   She probably wasn't thinking  about  anything  but  the
 excitement  between  her  legs.   Her breathing was so heavy as I
 rubbed her clit that I thought she was dying but  she  felt  just
 the opposite.
      At  the  same time I used a little innovation and raised her
 out of the water a little bit with my leg and started sucking  on
 her nipples.   I would pay close attention to the hard tips which
 seemed to be continually getting harder.
      Her  excitement  started  to  build  beyond  the  point   of
 containment.    She started moaning very softly,  but that didn't
 last very long.   Soon she was  groaning  and  she  kept  getting
 louder  and louder until she was just a few steps below a scream.
 I knew she was going to come soon and that she did.    Her  whole
 body  seemed  to  go  into  spasms  and her breathing became very
 erratic.   She wrapped her arms  around  my  neck  and  began  to
 squeeze very tightly.   I almost came just watching her come.  It
 gave me a feeling of satisfaction to know that I had done that.
      Beth slowly came down from cloud nine and began to relax her
 body and luckily for me,  relaxed the bear hug she had around  my
 neck.    She looked at me with the biggest ear to ear smile I had
 ever seen and gave me one of her usual, very healthy, kisses.
      "You're very talented."
      She tried to flatter me with bullshit.
      "I had never done that before with any girl.   I'm glad  you
 liked it."
      "Liked it, I loved it.  We are going to have to do that more
 often."
      "That's fine with me."
      "Come  over  here" she said as she nudged me toward the side
 of the pool.


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