The Librarian's Assistant Chapter 4 of 5 
	
Chapter 4

We finished putting away the books and Jimmy actually thanked me!  I was
thanking him for his help and secretly thanking him for his unabashed
viewing of my breasts.  Jimmy went back to his cubicle while I plotted
the next phase.  There was a lot of student traffic today so I didn't
feel comfortable that I could safely run my experiment in the open
space.  I looked around and realized the courtyard was empty (students
were only allowed out there during breaks and if escorted by a teacher). 
I went outside with my computer and sat at one of the tables facing away
from the library.  The school had a nice open field that lead to woods
behind the school and the day was perfect.  Why hadn't I come out here
to work before?  It was a perfect place to run my experiment.  I was
having trouble breathing but it wasn't due to the weather.

I saw Jimmy was still on IM so I sent him a message.

EWEHS101: "Jimmy can you come out to the courtyard?  Bring your stuff
with you.  Its a great day to work outside."

JBEHS101: "Students aren't supposed to be outside until break time." 

EWEHS101: "or if they are escorted by a school official - that's me."  I
probably stretched a rule here but I knew nobody would care and
certainly no one who knew Jimmy would think he was cutting class if he
was outside so wouldn't bother him anyway.

JBEHS101: "ok, I'll be right there."

I heard Jimmy come out the library entrance shortly afterward.  "Yes
Miss Williams?  Did you have some more books to put away?"

"No Jimmy, I just thought it was such a beautiful day that it was a
shame you were cooped up indoors."

"Uh, oh, so you don't want me for anything?"

"Well, I didn't say that but isn't it a nice day? Don't you love it out
here?"

"Gee, I guess so.  I've never been out here before."

"Why not?  You seem to know the rules."

"Well, um, yeah I guess I know all the rules.  It's just that, well, you
see. The only time I could come out here is when there were other
students out here..." Jimmy left the message hanging but I knew what he
meant.

"Oh, I guess you like to be alone don't you?  Would you like me to
leave?"

"OH NO Miss Williams!" Jimmy said probably too emphatically.  "I mean, I
don't mind being out here with you."

"You don't 'mind' if I'm here?  What to you 'prefer'?" I said trying to
get Jimmy to open up more.

"Um, well, Geez.  I 'prefer' to look at you."  Jimmy said and then felt
he went too far and was about to kick himself.

"I'm glad Jimmy.  I like it when you look at me.  That may sound weird
but you do make me feel better about myself.  Is that too weird?" I
asked honestly.

"No, I don't think so.  I can understand that.  You make me feel better
about myself also so if it's weird then we're both weird!"

"Great. How about if you sit over at that table so I can enjoy the view
with you in it?"  I said pointing toward the next table away from the
library.

"Ok, but didn't you say you wanted me for something?" Jimmy said as he
moved over to the table opposite me.

I shifted my position to face him.  I had my legs crossed and had my
dress pulled modestly over my knee.  "Oh yes.  I need you to run an
experiment."

"and I'm the 'subject'?" Jimmy said with some annoyance and started to
get up.

"Oh No Jimmy!  I wouldn't do that without asking you.  I respect you too
much to do that.  No Jimmy, 'I' am the subject."

"You?  What kind of experiment is this?" Jimmy said sort of surprised.

"Well, it's an experiment I need to run to find out more about myself. 
A friend of mine told me something about myself this weekend and I need
to see if she is right.  I hope you won't mind helping me."

"Well, I guess not.  What are you trying to find out? What do you want
me to do?"  I could see Jimmy's scientific curiosity is starting to take
over.

"Well this is somewhat embarrassing.  Before I tell you about the
experiment I want you to know that I won't think bad of you if you don't
want to participate and I also need to know that I can trust you to keep
my experiment just between the two of us.  This is about me and I would
prefer to keep my privacy about this - excluding you of course."

"Um, I'm flattered that you would be willing to trust me with your
privacy and of course I will keep this secret. Furthermore, I can't
think of anything you could do to make me think bad of you so I'm
willing to participate."

"Well before you commit to that let me tell you what I am trying to
discover.  My friend has a theory that I am a latent exhibitionist." 
Jimmy's eyes widened and he started to say something but I held up my
hand.  My heart was beating wildly now and my breaths were very short.
"Wait until I finish.  What I need is to determine if I really do get
excited if I expose myself to someone.  This was triggered by the
realization that I had done this to you accidently last week and when I
thought about it in retrospect I got very excited."

"You DID! Oh God!  I thought that you would hate me!" Jimmy said in
disbelief.

"Yes, it surprised me too but I don't know if I can do this or if it
will prove anything.  I need your help walking me through this.  Would
you be willing to help me?"

"Gosh Miss Williams.  I don't know what to say.  I think I would feel
really strange if I sat here while you, um, exposed yourself and how
would we measure the results?  Your excitement level I mean?"  Jimmy the
scientist!

"I'm not sure about that.  I think if we take things one step at a time
then I'll just have to see how I feel after each step."

"Well I guess it's ok.  What do you want me to do?"

"Umm, frankly I thought about just progressively showing you more and
more but somehow that doesn't feel right to me.  I wonder if that alone
proves the theory is wrong?"

"Well, it may prove one aspect of the theory is wrong.  That you don't
want to go around just lifting up your skirt on a whim."

"Hmmm, good point.  Let me think what other aspects there might be."  I
thought about how I had gotten excited and my dreams.  Jimmy was
watching me.  Is there anything else?  In my dreams Jimmy was talking to
me - was he telling me what to do.  My heart jumped a bit at that. I
said to Jimmy "I think it may have to do with having someone else direct
me to do things."

"So, you don't want to decide for yourself but you want someone else to
tell you what to do?" Jimmy asked getting more and more clincal about
this experiment.

"Well yes but not exactly that way.  That sounds too much like a slave
kind of relationship and that doesn't sound right.  I think it's more
knowing what the other person wants and then satisfying it - still
sounds slavish doesn't it?" I said somewhat exasperated.

"Not exactly, there is always a fine line in perception of motives but
the actual motives run much deeper.  For example, that a person likes
things about you makes you feel good about those things about yourself. 
Maybe you've had a low opinion about yourself and someone showing an
interest in aspects of you makes you realize you were wrong to think
lowly."

I sensed that Jimmy was projecting his own perception about me now but
what he was saying felt right to me.  "You may be on to something. So
maybe it's not exhibitionism but rather a desire to give back and
reinforce the feeling of appreciation." I said questioningly.

'Dr. James' replied "That could be it.  How did you feel when you showed
me your breasts earlier?"

I blushed and my heart jumped "I felt giddy.  I felt I was doing
something daring but also giving some pleasure - your reaction only
strengthened that feeling."  We were both blushing now.

I said "so where do we go from here? How do we prove this theory?"

Jimmy and I both sat thinking about it.  I looked up at Jimmy and I
could see him thinking but I could also see him looking at my legs.  I
softly said "Jimmy, do you like my new dress?"

Jimmy startled and said "Oh yes, I think it is very beautiful.  You look
beautiful in it." This caught my breath.

"Do you think it is too long since the skirt I had on last Thursday
showed more leg."

Jimmy blushed and said "Um, well, I did like the shorter length but I
still like this dress better because you look prettier in it."

I don't know what answer I was looking for but this sure was the RIGHT
one!

I knew we were on the right track. How to proceed.  Finally I said to
Jimmy "Let's switch to our computers in case someone can overhear us."

Jimmy openned his notebook and was on before me

JBEHS101: "Ok, what to you want to do?"

EWEHS101: "No Jimmy,  I think the REAL question is what do YOU want?"

Jimmy looked surprised at this reply but then realization sunk in.
JBEHS101: "You mean, what do I want YOU to do?"

I blushed. My heart flew into my throat and I couldn't breathe.
EWEHS101: "Yes."

Jimmy looked at me.  He didn't look at my legs but looked at my eyes. 
It was like his eyes were a lens that zoomed in to my eyes, maybe even
my soul.  Then his eyes zoomed out to take me all in.  His hands went to
his keyboard and I held my breath.

JBEHS101: "Please raise your dress slightly so I can see your knees." 
His eye were now zoomed in at a spot below my table.

I slid my hand down to my dress and shifted it to slowly raise it.
JBEHS101: "Yes, that's good! Your knees are beautiful. You have such
graceful calves."

OH GOD, I'm having a hard time breathing now.

JBEHS101: "Please recross your legs so I may see your other knee."

I knew his eyes were drilling into me and knew he would soak in every
detail as I crossed my legs but I could not do anything but comply and
with a very slow pace that gave Jimmy an opportunity to, at least, see
the inside of my thighs.  I was taking shallow breaths.

JBEHS101: "VERY NICE! Such a wondefully slow pace and smooth motion. The
motion perfectly matched the smoothness of your legs and thighs.  You
make me impatient for more."  Jimmy had to be the fastest typist in the
world!  It's like his brain just played this message to my screen.  I
could feel my bottom getting wet.

JBEHS101: "Please uncross your legs and put both legs next to each
other."

I complied and received
JBEHS101: "OH what wonderful symmetry! The curves of your legs as they
lead from your feet to those lovely knees make me want to follow that
trail with more than my eyes!"

OOh Boy!  I'm feeling warm now!  I have to pull open my top a little
bit.  The cool air is not enough. 

JBEHS101: "Please raise your dress some more.  I would like to see the
curve continuing on to your thigh."

I pulled up my dress probably 4 inches.  I would have pulled it up more
(over my head?) if I didn't get
JBEHS101: "That's enough!  I don't want to share this heavenly view with
anyone else."

Oh my God.  I don't either but I want to sahre everything with you. 
Please make me show you more!  I'm glad I don't need to speak - I
couldn't at this point.

JBEHS101: "Please spread your knees slightly." I responded.

JBEHS101: "OH YES! More please." What ever you want.

JBEHS101: "I can't stop now. Please forgive me. More please."

EWEHS101: "ANYTHING YOU WANT!" I had my knees now several inches apart. 
I'm sure Jimmy could see my thighs leading up to my panties.

JBEHS101: "What magnificent legs you have!  I'm no longer able to stop
myself.  I want to see where these delicious limbs lead. Please open
wider."

I was out of control.  I just spread my legs as wide as I could.  I saw
Jimmy suck in his breath as he now could see my underwear.  But if he
expected my old cotton panties he got a big surprise.  On Sunday I had
gotten some new shear silk panties.  They had a modesty panel at the
crotch but were completely sheer above and this gave Jimmy a full view
of my pubic hair and with the wetness I was feeling I was sure the
crotch was soaked and leaving no curves to the imagination.

Jimmy was silent for the longest time.  I could see him panting.  I felt
a wave of satisfaction run through me even though I was breathless as
well. Finally Jimmy's hand moved back to his keyboard.

JBEHS101: "YOU ARE GLORIOUS! OH GOD! I can't believe how you've hidden
this perfection for so long!  Please don't hide this any more!"

JBEHS101: "I can't get enough of this.  I need one more thing."

Time stopped.  No more from Jimmy.

I typed
EWEHS101: "What 'one more thing'?"

JBEHS101: "Please don't hate me."  Jimmy looked like he was going to
cry, die, or worse.

EWEHS101: "Jimmy!  What?  Anything!  Do you know what you are doing to
me?  I've never felt this way before!  I can't go on until I know what
else you want!" I was desparate now.

I saw Jimmy sag as if he was on a hopeless path to disaster
JBEHS101: "Please remove your panties." 

Any remaining breath was gone now!  I saw the message and then looked at
Jimmy.  He looked like he was waiting for me to hit him or storm off.  I
moved both hands to the waist band of my panties and, lifting up a bit,
pulled them down and slid them off past my shoes.  I kept them in one
hand (they were soaked!) sat back down, slid forward so I was barely
sitting on the seat and spread my legs wide for Jimmy to see EVERYTHING!

If anyone was looking at this point it would have been patently clear
what was going on but I didn't care.  There was only one thing on my
mind (if I had a mind at this point).  Pleasing Jimmy!  I sat there and
Jimmy's eyes were alternating between taking all of me in and zooming
into my most personal space.  I wanted him to enjoy it all.  I felt my
crotch literally flowing with wetness. Jimmy might have been sending me
a million IM messages but I was completely fixated on his eyes.  I felt
them explore every part of me and I was willing to let this go on
forever.

BRANG!  The period bell rang and we both jumped out of our skins.  We
both knew this was the lead to break time so I quickly pulled down my
dress and hid the window with the IM messages from Jimmy.  Jimmy turned
and pretended to be busy with his computer.  I think both of us were too
weak to move at that point.  We heard the shouting and then the deluge
of students as they poured into the courtyard.

"Hey! Look who's here!  It's weird Jimmy!"  This obnoxious boy came
running over and flicked Jimmy's ear.  "What's up weirdo?  Trying to mix
with the REAL people?  Forget it!  It's hopeless for you!"  I saw the
boy start to move toward Jimmy's computer and I stood and shouted "Stop!
You touch that student's possessions and I'll have you in front of the
principal and out the door faster than you can say I'm sorry!"

I'm not sure what came over me.  I was only 2 years older than this kid
and he was a hell of a lot bigger than me but I sure felt a hell of lot
bigger at that moment!   I guess I must have sounded bigger too because
the kid stopped, looked at me, and finally backed down saying "Gosh,
can't you take a joke?" and went off to hang with his friends.  If he
only knew I was standing there with my soaking wet panties balled in my
fist he might have had a totally different reaction.

Jimmy closed his computer and stood up.  I had noticed he was tall but
somehow he seemed taller than before and I saw some of the other kids
near him back up a bit.  I expected Jimmy to sulk off to someplace else
but instead he walked over to me and quietly said "Thank you.  Not for
chasing away that creep.  I would have dealt with him. But for being you
and sharing yourself." as he turned to leave I felt a tear well up in my
eye.

I spent the rest of the day panty-less and loved it!